...rain...

as i look outside the window,i see it's dark even the stillness of the night could'nt stop me from falling apart i searched for some falling star but only in vain i could'nt even find one to wish this pain to go away...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

...closure...

i tried to read my posts and i realized that unintentionally, i always seem to end up with a sad note. i almost sound bitter. sometimes people has a way of destroying everything that you have and everything that you are, it leaves you with nothing but hatred.

then, you go on wasting your time blaming others on what has happened to your life. but i think it's just a phase. we all go through it, whether we like it or not.

after you drain yourself of all the anger and hatred, we again go on a search for people and things that would inspire us to move on. we learn to forgive others and most specially ourselves. we learn to smile again.

now, did i just ended this post with a happy or hopeful note? hehehe....

it's been a long time

for all those people who glances at this page from time to time, i'm sorry if i was'nt able to blog recently. i got a new job and unfortunately it does not give me the liberty to update my blog often. i miss blogging! recently, i found that some of my posts have comments, it made me smile. i don't know why but there's something about knowing that somehow, somewhere out there someone knows how you feel. thanks for the comments....