what do i do

what do you do when your ex boyfriend's girlfriend,who happened to be very jealous of you,found out that you slept at his house?

not the type that was found through word of mouth but you were caught red-handed.

with nothing on but ex boyfriend's big t-shirt and your panty like sleep shorts that was barely visible under the shirt.

what do you do when she finds you hiding back by the kitchen crouched like a thief afraid of being found out?

what do you say when she's on a roll thinking that you and his boyfriend spent the night having passionate sex?

what do you do when she walks out that door and you see your ex-boyfriend,her boyfriend close to tears because he did'nt even try to run after her?

what do i say when she calls me and asks me to tell her what happened? crying as she asks me confirm her suspicions?
what do you say when after telling her that nothing happened,she tells you "knowing you jam'" then slams the fone loud enough to impair your hearing as long as you live?

let me tell you one thing gurl:

believe it or not,nothing happened between me and your botfiend.

believe it or not,unlike other people we know what respect means.not just respect for you but respect for ourselves.

believe it or not,you don't know me like you're claiming just because you had a peak at my crazy life.

believe it or not,you were lucky you were talking through the phone because if you had the guts and tried saying that to my face,i would'nt think twice about slapping you as hard as your words slapped me.

i know you have the right to be mad because you don't want to believe that nothing actually happened.it's so much easier for you to think that your boyfriend for almost 2 years is a jerk who go around sleepin with her ex-girlfriend when you're not around.
it's easier for you to judge other people just because you felt that being hurt warranted you the right to verbally abuse them.

you know what,you don't deserve him,he deserves somebody who would give him the benefit of the doubt,you of all people should know him better.

so if you don't want to believe that we are actually innocent of what you are thinking we are capable of doing,then screw you!

i don't give a damn what you think?!

boo fucking hoo!

all i know is that i am innocent.
you may have caught me wearing almost nothing but a t-shirt,but when we slept,our hands are actually where they need to be.
we were two mature people crashing together,and that's all about it.

i'm not as fucked up as you think i am.
so don't pretend to know me ok?
coz you never got an inch close to knowing the real me because apparently, a person's sexlife does'nt necessary account for his whole life.
think about that.
for a change,try using your head.