...weekends with the guys...

well,we have this thing during the weekends with my guy friends to see to it that we spend the day together. it does'nt matter if we are gambling the afternoon away, or having a picnic at the back of paul's house or even boozing the night away evethough we know that the next would be either a school day or a working day. what i like the most about these guys is that because they do not have galfriends before,they treat us so special...not the special princess-like treatment but the one where joking and fooling around still has room but when it gets to the real deal, they all get so protective...i love that feeling,its really nice to feel cared for,it's heavenly to know that there are other persons looking after you...worried when you don't make it home when you are supposed to...worried sick when they know that something is bothering you big time,they would do everything just to make you smile,even crack the corniest of jokes,some would even go through an extra mile like humiliating himself in front of the whole group by singing out of tune...it's really mababaw and everything,but being the sentimental and mellow dramatic person that i am,i'm really touched by the efforts,so paul (which is actually a guy i'm flirting with at the moment..)thanks for making me smile...baby arnold,thank you for always pretending to be my jealous boyfriend,i really miss that...chobelly,thanks for always brightening up my day with your smart-ass punch lines and your infectious laughter...papa bear,thanks for making every smoking moment with you so much worthwhile...gido,eventhough your really not around most of the time,still,thank you for making sure i get my ride home every night when most of them are still busy gambling the night away...
maybe what im trying to say is that,with all the fuck that has happened in my so-called-life,i believe i'm still fortunate because life did'nt robbed me the oppurtunity to have these really amazing people in my life...
and i would just like to add,though bhe is not a guy, just want you to know that i really appreciate you sticking with me through all this shit,thank you for being the sister i never had...i really love you guys...