..shitless scared...

oh my god!because im such an atrimitida,i made a really huge mistake at work, and whats worst is that they know i was responsible for the fuck up...and at this point i'm really prayin' hard that the customer wont complain because when that happens im dead meat! i'd be jobless....oh my god! i'm freakin scared at the moment. i really need this job...desperately.it's hard when youre independent,you get to experience feeling scared about losing your job,having no money in your hands to spare...
i really feel guilty because the passenger who suffered from my know-it-all kagagahan was actually a very nice person (that's why i'm praying that maybe she's also nice enough not to file a complaint against me...oh god,help me...)