not interested...anymore

saw vhal last night. i intentionally did not greet him because i don't feel like flirting with him especially if i'm sleep deprieved. so he was like "ayos ah, parang may sakit lang ako ha" (because he was not dense enough not to notice i was sort of avoiding him).
so when i got home i made it appoint to text him and give him some crap of an excuse so as to give the impression that i was not really avoiding him, that i'm just pissed off by the fact that i was not able to pick up my laundry and i have to wear lousy clothes the next day.

aside from that, i realized that i'm really not interested in him anymore.

first and foremost because he really lives up to his nickname.
you wanna know what that is?
"vhal noning"
he really acts like a retard sometimes (exaggeration)...
ok not really, but the bottom line is that i can't figure him out.

he's like sweet and attentive one moment then rude and insensitive the next.
what the hell is wrong with you?
oh...maybe you just don't want to commit to a relationship, but you do flirt a lot for a person who's cautious not to give the wrong impression.

so what's with the crap of telling me that you really like me? even asked my to be your girlfriend, but i assumed that was a joke so i just smiled and said "don't play with me".

well, could you just stop dropping in and out of my life.

could you please stop telling your friends which happens to be my buddies that you're looking for me and that you're going to drop by the house when you really don't.

could you please stop attending to my needs every time that we are together as if you are my boyfriend.

and could you please, please, stop being someone temporary in my life. i want somebody for keeps, not just some meantime boyfriend.

i'm

just

not

interested.

not anymore.