dont play me...

for those people who have read my recent post about my guy friends,you'd remember "paul".

so who the hell is paul?

apparently he's this really funny (which is an understatement) guy in our group. and from the start my best friend,bhe, was always try to play match maker, kept on telling me over and over that we look good together. i never paid any attention to her because at first i could not see myself being emotionally involved with paul.

yes, there's no question that he's the funniest guy around but i was never attracted to guys who kiss and tell. everytime we'd spend time among friends, he'd always have stories regarding the ladies he have slept with the week ago or a month ago (heck, does the times really matter?!). bottom line is he enjoys narrating these stories to us everytime we hang out. i don't really mind because i'm not a hypocrite and being among guys since i was a child, i learned to get comfortable talking about our respective sex lives.

so, we were cool at first, then came the time when a day would not be complete if we do not engage in an arguement. it's not the type of arguement where we end up fighting, i think it's our way of "making lambing" to one another. my friends even bet that eventually we'd grow on each other and might even end up as a couple.

ladies and gentlemen, i believe that we are only steps away from that direction.

and i'm getting scared by the minute.

why?

because he verbally confesses that he has the hots for me.

because he's a player and i'm not.

because i don't want to be among the ladies he just goes around sleeping with.

because i want i real relationship; i don't need a "fuck buddy".

because he's starting to grow on me.

because he makes me smile.

because we really make a good team in badminton.

because i am starting to fall...

hard and fast.