why do i blog?

it's almost a year now since i accidentally stumbled on a site. the reader that i am got the best of me and tried to read on this person's page, which was still unkown to me as a blog. i got interested, checked the archives and envied the person who owned it. i envy her because she can write openly about anything, she's not scared to let people know (but there's always this cloak of anonimity when you blog). people can get to know you through your writings but not really know you, do i make sense?

so,to make it short,i researched on how i could do it,and i did. i could not begin to explain the emotions i felt when i published my first post. it was kind of liberating, to be able to tell the whole world how you feel. however, it also made me realize that apart from my inclination to write, i wanted to be heard.i wanted people to know...and maybe to understand.

currently, i am now checking out this new blog page that i stumbled on browsing on other people's page.i'm not trying to pry on her life by reading each and every entry, it's just in her posts, more often than not, i can relate to what she is saying. like her, most of my entries is about my complicated lovelife, or the lack thereof.i can identify to what she writes, and i feel we share the same sentiments.

so,to you...if you have been seeing my name a whole lot browsing your pages, i hope you don't mind. it's just nice to know that whatever i am feeling,i am not alone.